nothing has ever felt so right

things are going super well :)
mine and adam's 5 months is tomorrow.
woot.
butttt.... i have soccer from 6-8 so i cant fucking do anything :(
PS- SARA CHAN WHURR IS OUR PRACTICE?

anddd.. yeah. my lifes been good. ive been basically happy. everyone has those little sad moments but i havent had very many.

i totally bombed (i hope not) my chem test today, so that was really gay, but it was definately my fault :( but yeahh.

ohh yeah soccer's been putting me in a horrible mood lately. ive been playing like shit.
and its quite obvious he thinks that too. but me and megan dont work well together gary says. and im like FUCK OFF. but really, i wont say names, but the people i was with didnt fucking come back if me or her made a run so it would be 2 on 1 untill me or her came back, but by that time it was too late. which makes the defenders look bad. and lots of the goals were scored on me and her. maybe i just suck.

payce.

i love my soccer girls.

xsenia,maureen,and sara.
like zen said like moe said "i hope we bcome like the oc and all our boyfriends are friends" i would love that.

we must do it again sometime (L).

last night was incredible.
i dont ever want things to change?
nahh, not at all.

I passed. And i got zero off.
fuck that bitches.
:)

i rock my socks. because i'm going to pass my road test today. i am super nervous.
YIKES!

as if i cant find the fucking cord to my digital camera to put pictures on the computer.



EFF THAT

so yesterday was fun. but i wont give any details except for i saw maureen and vanessa there and theyre so cool. and pretty, damn them. lol. but yes.
i start my job today, and i'm quite nervous. i hope that i dont screw up alot. I CAN DO THISSS!!! yess i cannn... hehe i'm quite nervous.

nothing ever works out like you want it to.

[iwanttocry]

 

ohh gosh how i cant wait to hang out with sonja tonight...:)

gosh i absolutely love my girlss

Happy birthday to Maureen and Jenna!

 yayyy you guys are 16.

love you. guysss <3333333

OHH YA

im also going to the backstreet boys concert with nicki jenna and steffie..fucking rights.
and the used and alexisonfire with xsenia! yayyy

today should be good. I'm going to Lyndon's in about 45 minutes, then to chris's with him. I don't know what we're going to do but thats okay. and then I'm going to Krista's around 6:30-7ish. I can't sleepover anymore because i have effing soccer. Sucks, but i should be used to that by now!
dispite the title. i might give up on boys. ilike him alot, so i probably wont. but i like to think i will, makes it easier. kinda.

i'm tired and maybe i'll go put make up on, or maybe i'll go au-natural.
hmmm

im in an amazingly good mood right now.
i love it.

WELCOME BACK JENNA <33

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

SARA CHAN MY BESTEST ASIAN HOTNESS BUDDY. I LOVE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME TRIP TO CHINA(I STILL DONT CONSIDER YOU CHINESSE, JUST SO YOU KNOW) HAVE FUUUUUN! MISS

ME OKAY! LOVE YOU.....

KRYSTLE

playing in mud is awesome.

today.. i am in a good mood. The run almost spoilded it. But it didnt. Life is good today. Why? I am not sure. But who cares. Calum made me happy today. He growled at me in a sexual manner and it made me happy for the rest of the day. dont ask me why, it just made my day. And then i was in a good mood, even mrs bitchy fart fuck face didnt ruin it!! YYYYAAAAAAYYYY!!!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALUM!!!!

THE LOVE CONTINUES!!!

MWAH!!!!!!!!

Calum's birthday was awesome for the 2 hours that I was there! I met some really cool people and got to know a few people better! I got to know a girl named maggie, whom i played basketball against, and shes a really nice girl. A girl named chantel, who actually went out with dustin too, haha, funny, i found. I met the pretty boy, Ansel. He is a pretty one that boy. Hes really cool, he was really nice and all that jazz. He let me use his jacket outside and i hugged him in thanks, but then i told him that he didnt need it cuz he was hot. then i felt awkward because like, he was his body was sooo warm. It just felt awkward cuz i dont tell peopel taht theyre hot liek that. and we were in a group of girls and they laughed and i was like ahh. lol. But i felt bad because i didnt really spread myself up amung groups. I didnt attempt to socialize with the people upstairs because I did not know them. I feel insanely horrible for that. But, thats how life is, i guess. But, i did talk to Pam alot. I thought she hated me before. Now, I'm not sure if she does, because she was really nice to me. We held a pretty decent conversation i guess. Either she doesnt hate me or she was just being nice. Who knows. Either way, it was good. I thougth that the atmosphere was happy all around. It just made me really happy to be around. I didnt really want to go to heathers because i was having a lot of fun. Though, i did end up having alot of fun at heathers. Sure, i was getting to know new people at calums, and celebrating calums life ( <3 ) i did get to talk about stuff with people that i am friends with, and get a stronger relationship with them. Both of the parties were very well worth going to.
Calum danced for us and it twas great fun. Calums dad played soccer with my dad. Is that not weird? frick, gary knows everyone because it appears as if everyone played soccer with him. Like, whoa. It's really weird and creepy. But thats okay. I dont mind at all. I guess. lol.
last night was definately a rememberable night.:)
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